Kodak Black feels like he’s being taken advantage of by the people around him, believing that they only care about him when things are going well.
On Monday (August 19), Yak shared a direct message to his circle on his Instagram Story:
“Now I understand that if I don’t pay, no one will care about me [heartbreak emoji] Brother is lonely here [frustrated emoji],” he wrote.
He then elaborated on this in a series of short videos, in which he yelled at his friends for seeing him sad on Instagram Stories, but they were “acting like they didn’t see it,” no. Ask or care about his feelings.
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Just a few weeks ago, Kodak Black shared a disturbing video of himself swallowing pills on camera, despite his recent efforts to stay off the drug.
During an Instagram Live in late July, the Florida rapper spoke incoherently about “health,” then raised his hand to the camera to show off two pills.
Jacques then appears to swallow the pill while talking about how he “got out of order pretty quickly.”
Kodak opened up about his journey to sobriety earlier this year after a series of drug-related arrests and erratic behavior raised concerns about his health.
“I remember there was a point in my life where I was chewing a lot of Percs,” he said during a livestream in April. “Man, I’m so proud of myself. I’ve never been happier in my life. I don’t know where this came from, what the hell happened.
“I wouldn’t even say I’m against Perc. Like, I’ve never taken Perc since I’ve been home. But man, my dose was so low, I can’t believe it myself. I’m telling you, brother.
He continued: “Before I went to jail, I took at least 100 Percocets. My average was 40 Percocets [per day]. I tell you this man. [It got] It got to the point where I saw this shit and was like, ‘What the fuck is wrong with me, man?’
The 27-year-old singer even expressed regret for raping about intentionally swallowing fake Percocet pills during his hit “Super Gremlin” and vowed to never perform the song again.
Explaining his mindset when writing the lyrics, he said: “It’s sad, though, because I was like, ‘That damn thing’ came into my head pretty quickly. I was like, ‘Damn, I don’t want to Talk about this shit, but I know this bitch is gonna do it, man. n-gga doesn’t play like that, bro.
“When I compete in Percs on my stage, I feel miserable. I swear to God, I take about 100 Percs a day. The average is about [40 [a day]. If I fucked with that fake shit, I’d be dead, man.
He added: “Now to explain myself, I don’t want you to hear this and accept this and think it’s okay to do this, you hear me? Oh my God, no.
